"Carolin!!! stop trying to tell me I'm gonna be better!!! It ain't gonna f***ing happen!!!! look at me!!! I hate me!!!! All this bull sh*t you keep telling me about 'OH one day you will be free and be yourself again!' it's a freaking lie!!! YER a lie!!! get away from me!!! I'm tired of hearing this!!! I aint gonna change!!! THERE'S NO HOPE FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!"
16 years late.....
"Shawn!!! be careful with that!!!! it's glass!!!"
Carolin look scared out of her wits as Shawn jokingly takes his plate to her sink by walking with it balancing on his nose and walking in a drunk type manner and laughing.
But to her great relief he makes it.
"You re
"Honey I'm home!!!"
man I love saying those words <3
Just went out for a little while to see Shawn. we had a real good time and we went and had Chinese food and him and I had some fun on his skate board.
it was real good time
I'm walking in now and have a cup of tea for my wife....
but I freeze....
as I walk in her room I see her look at me and tears pour down her face...
oh no....
"b-babe?" <= (
I set the cup of tea down and come over and she suddenly cries hard....
oh man....h-have I done something wrong?? maybe she didnt want tea....she's probably sick of my tea by now....
maybe it was wrong of me to leave....maybe she was really wa